So close, but so far...

Since Robbie and I have been engaged we spent 4 days together being engaged! and have been apart since then.. I have had my ups and downs and of course he has.. Planning a wedding never goes smoothly.. However, this past week has been the hardest.. I also watched the movie trailer for The Vow, and wow did that set me off... I feel that people say it is easier to be separated when in engaged because it helps with less temptation.. However I feel it is harder, for one I feel like I have to plan this wedding on my own.. I know the guy doesn't do much anyways, but I really wish he could go with me to pick things out, to taste test with me and all those things, even though in reality he doesn't care. However I care, I also don't have him around to just hang out with or to help me clean out the attic and all that stuff that some people get to experience together. Instead we have 45 min to an hour on Oovoo, then its time for him to go to bed. Its truly very hard not seeing the person I want to spend the rest of my life with! Then I watch the preview for The Vow and think I can't imagine not remembering him! Or loving him as much as I do! This is a growing time for the both of us, and Heavenly Father definitely loves to teach Robbie and I about patience. However on the bright side I get to see him in 3 weeks!!! I will cherish that time with him, and probably not want to leave! Goodness this may feel like forever however I feel that eternity with Robbie sounds better!